:: I'm so so sleepy this scorching hot afternoon. I'm fasting, maybe that adds to it....Yawns. Yawns again. I think I have decided what I'm gonna eat later. I'll get some fish soup with noodles. Cleansing. At least work keeps my mind off hunger. But I'm hungry already. Yawns... asked Im out...but he don't think he could meet up....sighs. I should stop being over sensitive nowadays. Sometimes I wish I could make him stop saying, "I'll see how...". Why can't people just say, "I'll try my best.." Don't you think that sounds much much better? "I'll see how.." -see? There's a reluctant element in there. "I'll try my best.." -see? There's a pinch of eagerness, but an unsure thought, nevertheless effort will be made to succumb to eagerness. So, next time, everyone, please say "I'll try my best", whether you mean it or not. I'll take that anyday, anytime than "I'll see how".::